[p]Angel Smith, a well-known reality star, took to her Instagram page to express her ongoing grief over the passing of her ex-boyfriend, who tragically died four years ago. In a poignant tribute, Angel shared a photo of her late lover and poured out her emotions.
[/p][p]The heartfelt tribute written by Angel hinted at their last moment together, the timing of his departure, and even the location of the event.
[/p]Angel's Tribute to Her Late Ex-Boyfriend
[p]"My love, I loved you more than I loved death. I spent years and years dreaming of the day it would embrace me until I met you. People often speak about loving someone enough to die for them, but for me, it was the complete opposite. Dying was easy, but living, on the other hand, was something I dreaded.
[/p][p]Before I crossed paths with you, I would spend endless hours staring at the ceiling, dreading my existence. Then, one scorching afternoon in front of Rhapsodies, I encountered you. You had captured the sun in your eyes. I wonder if you were aware of just how radiant you were. You were magnificent, to the point where I was intimidated by you. You were something good, and I wasn't accustomed to good things.
[/p][p]That night, when you first held me, your embrace was so gentle that I felt as though you were absorbing me. Perhaps you truly were, because maybe it was you who dispelled all those heavy feelings and filled me with light. I returned home that day and gazed up at my ceiling; the sun was there.
[/p][p]I loved you so deeply that I wanted to live for you. I may not have excelled at it, but you made me want to try. I lived solely for the moments when I would wake up from sleep, roll over to the right, and find you there with the brightest smile. It was an incredibly luminous smile, you know. Even after you were gone, it lingered, or perhaps it was because I had memorized every detail. I, too, wanted to capture the sun in my eyes.
[/p][p]You know, on the day you passed away, I went to Eko Atlantic. It wasn't as beautiful as it is now, and I started running. It was 3 PM, and I ran as fast as I could, hoping to reach the other side where you would be waiting for me to fall into your arms, just like when we first met. I ran as though I could hack the matrix and catch you before you departed without a proper goodbye. It was 6:30 PM in Eko Atlantic when the sun slowly began to disappear. I stood still, holding my breath, for it would be the last time I would see you. I didn't want to forget just how beautiful you were.
[/p][p]Sometimes, I still chase the sun, you know. I tell myself that one day, I'll catch it
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